renungan ku.

Hari ini hari yang aku rasa boleh tahan lah seronok nyer, takde benda yang berlaku pun, cuma aku rasa tenang sikit, walaupun macam macam hal yang buruk berlaku.

herm, aku tak tahu nak cerita macamane, okay cerita dua orang kawan baik okay? mereka berdua ne dah macam adik beradik, 24 jam berkepit, tapi suatu hari ne salah seorang daripada mereka memburukkan kawan baik dia sendiri, herm, itu lah yang berlaku kepadaku sekarang, korang rasa apa patut aku buat? dah lah malas aku nak fikir, apa yang aku fikir sekarang, aku akan nasihat dia, and tanya dia apa yang dia tak puas hati dengan aku. aku rasa tu je lah jalan terbaik.

okay tu cerita pasal kawan, kalau nak cerita pasal aku, aku rasa lebih tenang sikit, walaupun aku still menganggur, aku rasa tenang, ye lah, sekarang ne aku takde kawan yang nak support aku, macam dulu, aku takde girlfriend. tapi aku okay lah, aku tahu Allah sedang menguji aku. aku redha.
kepada si dia, moga korang bahagia hendaknya, maybe bukan jodoh kita, thanks la ye untuk setahun lebih yang indah, aku just nak minta maaf, kalau aku ada buat kau sakit hati dari dulu sampai sekarang.

okay tu jer kot, nasihat aku, jangan sesekali makan kawan, dan jangan memburukkan orang lain.

story.

just for our own knowledge.
i look at your pictures everyday, to talk to you, peoples tell me you cant hear me, because you're gone.
i just tell them, you might be lost in my eyes, but not in my heart. you always will be.
i cried when i think of you, but people ask me why, i just tell them what i felt about you, and yet i still love you. and that i miss you so much.
but people just tell me, theres no point to loving you, because you're gone and you will never coming back, and i agree with them, you are gone but you will never be forgotten and one day we will meet again,

I PROMISE,

im trying to be happy, but i cant, when i know that i wont hear your voice for a long time.
i always though i could live with you forever.
i never though you would have left me. my mom said you never left me, its just faith.
i dont think anyone really knows how much it hurts to be missing you. i wish i could see you for the last time.
so i coulod say goodbye. no one understand me, i never knew this would happened. no one did.
i wish that i could look back on the good times with you.
everything has changed. and even thinking about it makes me cry.

so please, just want to say dont ever leave me, to my future girlfriend, if i have one.
i know my english sucks! so just let it be. this is just the way to make my english improve okay?

lenka.

Trouble Is A Friend.

Trouble he will find you no matter where you go, oh oh
No matter if you're fast, no matter if you're slow, oh oh
The eye of the storm or the cry in the mourn, oh oh
You're fine for a while but you start to lose control

He's there in the dark, he's there in my heart
He waits in the wings, he's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh!

Trouble is a friend but trouble is a foe, oh oh
And no matter what I feed him he always seems to grow, oh oh
He sees what I see and he knows what I know, oh oh
So don't forget as you ease on down the road

He's there in the dark, he's there in my heart
He waits in the wings, he's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh

So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm
I won't let him win, but I'm a sucker for his charm
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh!

Oh how I hate the way he makes me feel
And how I try to make him leave, I try
Oh oh, I try!

He's there in the dark, he's there in my heart
He waits in the wings, he's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh

So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm
I won't let him win, but I'm a sucker for his charm
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh!
Ooo, oh ooo, ooo ahh

cinta lama

cinta? what is cinta? dari google maksud cinta ialah, Cinta suatu elemen hidup yg amat misteri dan tersendiri. Ia sentiasa wujud bersama berdenyutnya nadi. Tidak kira apakah seseorg itu sudah berusia ataupun masih teruna/dara, rasa cintanya tetap wujud. Usah sangka org yg sudah bongkok tiga sudah tidak memiliki cinta. Usah sangka org yg sudah kerepot sudah tiada cinta.

tapi bagi aku lah kan? cinta ini? entah lah, untuk suka suka jer kot. hahaha. nak tahu kenapa? nanti korang tahu lah kenapa aku cakap macam ne.

Itulah cinta. Ia misteri yg tidak pernah berjaya diberikan jawapan oleh manusia sejak dulu hingga kini. TUHAN menciptakan manusia bersama cinta dan kasih sayang. Bagaimanapun kita cuba menghilangkannya, ia tetap datang dan datang.BENAR? BETUL?

Aku pun tak tahu lah nak cerita macamane, haha, ye lah, dulu zaman bercinta, salah seorang dari pasangan kekasih tak kira lah si boyfriend ker ataupun girlfriend, cakap eh orang tu tak handsome lah, apa lah buruk lah, pasangan dia jugak tetap handsome/lawa. macam macam lah, haha itu zaman masa tengah couple lah.
hahaha tapi kalau dah putus PERGHHHHHHH! hahaha wow dia makin handsome lah, haha apa apa aje lah, tapi dulu cakap tak handsome lah apa lah, itu lah aku kata cinta ini untuk suka suka jer kot. haha. orang sekarang ne nak bercinta kena tengok muka kot, yang handsome yang lawa itu pilihan mereka tanpa menghiraukan hati mereka yang mungkin dipenuhi dengan kehitaman yang melampau, paham tak?
habis yang buruk buruk macam kitorang ne? eh aku kategori sederhana, tak buruk sangat HAHA.
entah lah, pikir pikir kan lah.

I can tell by your eyes
That you've probably been crying forever
And the stars in the sky
Don't mean nothing to you
They're a mirror
I don't wanna talk about it
How you broke my heart
If I stay here just a little bit longer
If I stay here won't you listen
To my heart, ohhh, my heart

sweet kan?

INSAN YANG CEMERLANG, ADALAH INSAN YANG MANTAP, MACAM AKU LER.

someone.

he looks like this GUY.
dean cain brunei!
hahaha!

Ok stop it, hahaha, ok he asked me to update his blog and talk something nice about him. AhaX yo.

Ok firstly he exactly looks like Dean Cain, especially when he wearing spec! they both looks totally sama! right? unbelievable? HAHA, watch ripley's believe it or not! he's there.

Oh ya, another SPECIAL thing about him, when he making a JOKE. let me tell you! you'll never stop laughing when you hear him talking nonsense, he's just a good joker though. HAHAHAHA.

and ya he can play guitar, and singing too! and the thing is, he always praises himself, HAHA again.
ok i think enough, just to make sure your hidung inda kambang! i just wrote a little things about you!


your friend,
M.

Syiqah Hamdani

the love of his life. HAHAHA just kidding we're just friends :)

xx

true story :]

syadi ani gay, so girls forget it :(

you know you love me, I know you care :p

Beautiful girls, all over the world.. They got nothing on them :)

errr hai :)

this guy wants me to update his blog, so here i am. i really dont know what to say. but yeah, just go with the flow :) ive known him for almost 4months now. what i can say bout him is he's the funny type of guy, he can make you laugh anytime anywhere. awesome jua lah ia ani. haha love the voice. kambang tia nah. i take back my words. :p im sure some of you who always visit his blog knows that he has a good voice, right? no? yes? haha pakan. bah syad, ikut teen idol kay? kami support ni ;) jangan kau kan malu malu oink oink. -.- mihir tu. muka handsome, indakan malu? :) HAHAHA he's paranoid to be in a relationship, so just forget it. sorry lah ah. :p

love, S.

Update

saya ingin memulakan perbicaraan saya dengan assalamualaikum!
oh well im here to update syad's blog. pasal it is dead? dah berkulat derrrr! i am just going to update random stuff.

should i just tell stories? :p hehehe of how i knew him?
obviously through facebook. wanna know what i love about this mised dude? his everything. the way he acts,err i love it when he smiles (= we've never met. i've met him in my dream! o: scary sayang? nyahahaha. He doesnt know what im going to update about so after he reads,he's either going to be pissed or ketawa. well i bukan raja lawak macam ia~ 8)
the first time we started a conversation,we jsut hit it off. but too bad we cant publicised it due to certain internal reasons.

emmmm apa ah? i can see that syad suka dengar muzik! =D and he could play guitar. Syad ani perasan..perasan banar /; tapi perasan perasannya ia tahu laylow at times. thats why ia ani bida,umm okay that doesnt connect. i srrriously dont know what else to talk about but this boy is great. i can see he's a friendly person..like veryyy. hahaha. he knows how to apani..jaga hati kawan. he loves his friends. yang ku tahu and kenal..ajik,najib,meerul esham? azim..uhmm syiqah! =D famous kau ani kah sayang? hmm tak tahu.

dari syadi juga,saya suka menggunakan bahasa melayu tandard. well im having olevels..BOH BECERITA JUA LAH AKU AH.

ia ckaap update? update lah. aku baru kenal ia..so yeah (;

i think im done here. i wanna sambung berbicara dengan mu di msn.

and here;s for you

"maybe we knew for a short time..but i feel like i've known you for so long. You mesmerized me with your attitude, you listen to me when i cried..and yes i wanna love you forever. wait forever doesnt exist right? but atleast we're trying..i am so looking forward to see you. as soon i have time to se you lol :p i can say..so far you're the second best thing happened to me after my bestf. I wish i can tapau you jadi present i harijadi nanti.."

kay i love you..

love,Amalina.b (;

life is too short.

Pearl Atiqah.

Okay, Pearl. This is for you.

You really wanted me to post something about you, so here it is.

You are so cool and such an amazing woman. Hehe, Okay.

luahan hati.

hmpph.
aku mesti update blog ne.
sebab aku memang dah takde teman. setiap kali aku keseorangan, setiap kali aku nak tidur, aku mesti terpikir tentang masa depan aku, hari Rabu ne, semua nya akan terjawab, aku dah buntu nak memikir kan semua ne.
macam macam dah aku buat, mungkin inilah balasan aku selama ne. selama ne aku tak nafikan memang aku jahat, memang aku tak pernah bersyukur apa yang aku ada.

herm, kalau difikir-fikir balik, aku rindu zaman persekolahan aku, zaman dimana, aku buat orang ketawa, aku suka tengok orang ketawa, ianya dah cukup untuk buat aku bahagia, walaupun ketika tu aku sedih, tapi semuanya dah tinggal kenangan, kenangan yang hanya di mamah usia.
aku rindu dengan semua kawan kawan aku, pagi pagi pakai baju sekolah, mesti aku orang first yang datang, tengok kelas bersepah jer. tak pernah aku tolong kemas, aku tak pernah buat baik. tapi aku hairan, aku ne masih diterima juga oleh orang ramai.

hari ni, semua kemanisan yang ada, aku rasa dah hilang, tahun ne tahun yang aku rasa lansung takde luck untuk aku. sampai bila aku harus menangungg derita ne, orang fikir maybe aku tengah happy kan? ye la pagi pagi bangun terus menghadap computer, sampai ke malam, tiap tiap hari macam tu. tapi ne semua nya sementara, aku nak mak bapak aku gembira, bangga tengok anak dia berjaya sebelum dia menutup mata!

itulah impian aku, aku percaya ini mesti impian semua orang kan? nak mak bapak bangga dengan kita, aku happy walaupun di rumah ne, aku tak dapat kasih sayang yang macamane aku nak, tapi aku tetap bangga dapat parents, adik beradik, sebab aku tahu mereka semua dah berusaha secukupnya, cuma aku jer, yang belum merasa kasih sayang tu.

ok lah aku rasa sampai situ jer. bye.